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A good father regardless

Growing up as a kid, I used to hate my father. Particularly because how he treated my mother, falsely accused her, had frequent fights, sometimes physical and made my childhood a nightmare. That would mean that we would often lock ourselves up in a separate room to avoid any harm from him. Me and my […]

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Never enough

I am 5’3 short and look very young for my age. This is below average for men in my country and growing up I got teased by my friends and even my own father about it. But I never really cared, until I cared. I used to get told that no one would marry me […]

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Dear friend

Dear friend, I am not the best in talking about my thoughts. So I write. Perhaps, you will never read it. Certainly, my writing is not as good as yours. But I wish you felt the same way about me, as the same I feel for you. We started great. We met in a different […]

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Pressure

In this week, I need 28 hours of classes20 hours of job10 hours for my research project10 hours for my web app project5 hours for my educational website project12 hours of driving lesson22 hours of assignments7 hours of self study56 hours of sleep11 hours of travelling4 hours of cooking14 hours of eating/lunch7 hours of entertainment/meeting […]

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He motivated me

Continues from I need motivation. This is the story that happened midway after the semester, the last story was about. It will be mostly speeches that I tried to copy because I would like to keep them in mind for the rest of my life. Coming from such a brilliant professor, it means a world […]

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I need motivation

My second semester in MUN was not the most exciting. I was hyped to study hard and get good grades. Hence, I chose a course which was just torture, Real Analysis. If someone is familiar with it, he might wonder why I took this course in my second semester? It is because I was very […]

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Hopeless

I have been upset for a lot of reasons. Sometimes when a person was being mean to me, sometimes when I felt lonely, when I get sick, when I struggle to get good grades, when there is too much academic pressure, when I miss my mother while away from home or simply when I see […]

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Being quiet

Photo by Simon Migaj on Unsplash So it was end of my finals in my first semester of my university life. Two exams in the last day, stressful but happy. Finally done. So I hanged around with some of my foreigner friends until they later planned to watch movie later tonight. And I was invited […]